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2011-02-04T13:14:00.001+08:00

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Control of Your Heart

2011-01-11T20:30:00.003+08:00

A wise and understanding heart does not repay a hurt with a hurt. In doing so, the heart is diminished. Fissures form. Love leaks out. Every pain given in return for one received, changes the contents of the heart. It is no longer defined by love, wisdom and understanding. It is redefined by the bearers of hurt and hate, pain and prejudice, meanness and madness, sorrow and sadness. You give away control of your very own heart.
The despair of being hurt is healed by overcoming it, not clinging to the hurt and inflicting more of it on the world. When darkness is added to darkness, no one can see, no one can love. Everyone loses.
Love is not always warm and fuzzy. Sometimes it's the integrity we hold on to when we're tempted to strike back. Sometimes it's the honor that keeps us from exchanging the valuable contents of our heart for the harsh satisfaction of lashing back.
No, the way of love is not always easy, but when night falls, dawn is assured.
The integrity and honor of a wise and understanding heart, rises with the sun of a new day.
"Because you have asked for understanding to discern judgment. I have given you a wise and understanding heart." 1 Kings 3:11-12
Living in love and loving life.
http://www.inspirationalstories.com/9/965.html

As i was reading stories in the Internet to brush up my English, i found this particular story which i really feels that it is speaking to me, like directly.

Internet is really scary, you can almost find everything, stranger's facebook, blogger, personal feelings and etc. Making me realising there are a lot of different kind of people in this world. Different attitudes and character, mind concept and a lot more.. So include the people around me, there are really a lot of different types of people...

Recently, people just said something that is hurtful to me, i don't think they will even know how i would feel, it really hurts in the inside but with that mask on, they can't seems to know anything. If you know me well, i used to talk a very scarstic manner and "shoot" people very often, of course it's easy for me to do that if i want to... but no i choose not to.

I often remind myself, to have a God-like attitude, which i know God wants me to have. Always held back and think thrice, not twice, before i speak. And for that few times, i manage to do and say back the right things, making the correct decisions.

I am proud of myself, even though saying this sounds weird, but i really am.

Busy Year

2011-01-10T19:21:00.003+08:00

Can't believe i come here just to say i don't have the time to blog as i am busy

Hello 2011

2011-01-01T02:26:00.001+08:00

Year 2010.

Wore whole black for New Year . Got cheated, disappointed and hurt . Moved house . Had a laptop for myself . Learnt guitar . Studied hard for N Level . Dare to sing out loud . Went gym for a period and lost weight . Starting to camwhore . Lost phone . Keep putting make up . Fell in love with Yami Yogurt . Always dress up nicely . Wore Bikini . Wore a lot of different style of clothes . Gained weight . Got a job that totally don't suits me . Became really vain and thick skin . Love to act cute . Like Japanese Fashion . Learnt how to cook . Third sister got married . First Halloween Party . Prom night . Rooted in church . Found love . Had 18 points for N Level (which sucked badly) . Promoted to Secondary 5 . Made a bunch of friends .

This is just what i can think of right now. This year i really do changed quite a lot. Not much achievement though.. But passing O Level with good results ~~next year~~ this year will be a really great achievement.

Christmas Service @ 24 and 25 December

2010-12-28T04:44:00.017+08:00

Christmas Eve feels like a usual Saturday night for me.
It was good.
Wore a oversized shirt which the material was really comfortable, some people say it looks like Goal Keeper, Panda & Penguin. ORZ
A black puffy skirt and a long knee socks.
Trying to look like a Japanese. I guess i failed. Haha
Well, it was counted the most daring outfit i ever wore out, most probably.

Now more pictures...

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I know i am lag by 3 days.

Well, Chirstmas was quite normal this year, nothing much happened. Didn't expect anything to happen so yeah... don't know know what i'm saying.

Sorry don't feel like typing anymore.
Peace out. Shalom.

Depressed..

2010-12-14T09:00:00.000+08:00

Poor dog of mine kept barking in pain. He's already 10 years old going 11 and something wrong with his right leg. We already brought him to vet and the medicine are just pain killers.. so sometimes he will be running happily and after the medicine wore off, he will barking in pain which everyone feel damn sad when he does... and now my family considering if we should put him to sleep today...

What can i do for him now?

Sending Austin Off to Australia at 7 Dec

2010-12-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hope to see you soon again!

Third Sister Wedding at 4 Dec

2010-12-09T23:40:00.008+08:00

I remember.. few years ago i used to blog so often and wrote my wishlist and etc.
And my sisters getting married and having a room for myself was one of it.
Time flies...
And of course the wedding went well and was really good.
Have a blissful marriage!

Hairstyle

2010-12-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

Prom Night 2010 @ 19 November

2010-11-23T03:20:00.009+08:00

Didn't really prepare for prom..

I just bought a toga dress on the day before and on the day itself i shop for the super high wedges.

Didn't do anything to my hair, actually intended to curl it more but no time for it. And my hair curls are so weird on that day... Sad.

Truthfully, i didn't really enjoy the prom very much... but the MC was really good. Guess the reason why it wasn't that fun was because mostly all my friends didn't go for prom, so yeah... can't be blamed.

Overall it was still good..

The 12th

2010-11-13T01:26:00.000+08:00

I had my ear pierced again.

Halloween Party @ 31 October

2010-11-03T00:45:00.013+08:00

Faces Of The Night!

First time celebrating Halloween. I dressed up as a She Devil, not scary enough.

Best picture of the day

2010-11-02T12:40:00.000+08:00

Update for you guys

2010-10-27T02:34:00.002+08:00

Hey, hi again.

Few months passed, all exams are over... i'm so glad. Waiting for my N Level result now, it make me feel nervous, wondering what my result will be. God is good, well at least i did my best.

I took up a job since June. I'm trying to be mysterious here, so i shall not revealing what job i am working at. Find it yourself. Oh, you will never believe that i'm actually working there.
My third sister got engaged on the 20/10/2010. God bless~

On a side note, i bleach my hair twice and dyed it once again today. My hair is gonna die.

Back from hiatus

2010-10-25T02:42:00.001+08:00

Dear people, i bet you all must had miss me a lot.

Just changed my blogskin and removed all the blog post.

There's so many things happened and now i am too tired to type it all out.

Look forward to my upcoming post~